i lost my grip

so tired. too many nights in a row where i saw 5 am from one side or the other.

also, my horoscope on "freewill astrology" specifically tells me not to drink...

Capricorn Horoscope for week of September 11, 2008

Writing in the magazine sub-TERRAIN, John More makes the following declaration: "Captains of industry, great generals, artists of genius, even politicians, are often just people who have discovered that alcohol can enable them to make economic, tactical, creative, or political decisions whose implications would paralyze a sober individual." Your assignment, Capricorn, is to find an alcohol-free way to make such a decision. It's time for you to summon visionary courage from your soul, not from a bottle, as you catalyze complex blessings that will ripple through your future for a long time.