oh i can't breathe...

i'm not handling this well.








stupid stupid rob.

my confidence was failing.

i'm so fucking sick of feeling lonely. being alone is one thing, feeling lonely is quite another.


fuckthisshit

on a midnight clear

so...

treading old ground.







what the hell am i doing?

so...

its been awhile.


i'm less depressed, i think. time will tell.

i'm trying to remove pretension from my life as much as possible.



i wonder if anyone reads this, but it doesn't matter. it's just for me.