next one down the line

today was an awful day.

i woke up at 1:16 (when i had a reslife meeting at 12) to the sound of someone keying into my room. to give me shelves of course, but i was naked.

so i ran over to the office. rosemarie did not look happy. i think i'll be put on probation, which is fine, because that's what the punishment is, but i don't like it, naturally.

then i ran (late) to the alexander workshop and realized my phone was dead. so i turned it off and tried not to cry as i got more in touch with my breath. fucking breath. its so connected to emotion, i hate it.

then i left to go to the dth meeting, where i realized that i don't have credit room to take everything i want to take, and that i still have 33 or maybe 36 credits to take, not counting next semester, if i just MINOR in english. fuck me.

so then i check my phone and realize there was an emergency preparedness drill that i missed. that had my parents panicking, because the phone was off.

now i haven't showered, and i'm going to go to dinner, then an oktoberfest program for peter, then go to quints, which i don't feel prepared for (or even like i can sing, even though my voice is fine at the moment), and THEN i have a meeting with player's guild about next week, which i'm also not prepared for.

then i'm going to have to read piers plowman, eat ben and jerrys, curl up and die.